waiting....

So, Obviously we made it home. I missed my kids so much, but the very next day Hope, my husband, and I got a horrible bug and were in bed throwing up and hurting for 2-3 days. It has been a looong few weeks. We have all the dossier papers needed for our court dossier except my accountant letter and state criminal record clearance . I'm really hoping for those today and tomorrow. It is so hard relying on other people for things of importance in your life.  Oh well, I'm just glad we have someone to write the accounting letter  for us, I know alot of people are struggling with that.
It's starting to get hard being away from Mila. Iv'e had a lot of things to consume my time and thoughts, but the past few days have been a little hard.  I saw someone on facebook post "I just love the holiday season" and I seriously said out loud "What is she talking about?"  I mean I guess I knew it was November, but I've been so consumed with trying to get her home that I just forgot it is the holiday season. This is my favorite time of year. The autumn holiday time (Christmas...not so much)  so.... I'm not going to let this time pass me by worrying about things that I cannot control. It will all happen in due time, when it is supposed to. I have so much to be thankful for.

Don't waste time worrying about something that you can't do anything about. I need to remember that. It makes life so much more fulfilling and enjoyable.

I'm just gonna pray that the last document arrives ASAP:)

It makes it alot easier knowing my sweet baby girl is in good, loving hands.